Sabotage!

my mother has often told me; you will never be a skinny person, so just give up trying. it does not seem to be in our family gene structure. I'll admit that I do not come from a small family; but I do not believe that is the be all and end all of it. I have come to the conclusion that she is sabotaging me! Yes, I am claiming insanity and conspiracy!
If it is not this, then All hope is lost! I'm doomed to be a fat girl forever! hahaha. yeah right!
She really does sabotage me tho. by way of always sending the Beau and I home with a fridge full of cream cheese, gourmet cheese, and every chocolate under the sun. She herself is a very good cook, and so when we visit, she knows I do not cook, She pummels food down our throats. I can't really complain about this, because I do love "favorite potatoes" and home-made cheesecake. But for anyone who really knows me; when I grocery shop, there is nothing more than veggies and fruit on my list.
So today I have decided, I will not give up on being an actively fit person and working on being happy regardless of this conspiracy! This is my late new years resolution, to be the best that I can be!