I rolled out of bed just in time to see the switching of the rings. the carriage ride, and then the balcony kiss.
I was happy. Their joy made me excited and happy. Her Dress. oh her dress. and the Hats! The Acorn Motif, and the Carriage ride from the chapel.
Then i cried. Because I will not get my dream wedding this year. My dream wedding was canceled because some asshole changed his mind.
I was in PEI to visit my parents and for work.
My mother and I were going threw the ruins of the perfect wedding.
Church Pew Bows...
Diamond Ring Favors...
Diamond Table Center Pieces...
The Perfect Dress...
I wanted to sell it. Get rid of it all. Send it away. never have to look at it or think about it again.
but I cried when We went to pack it up and send it off. I still cant let go. Everything I bought resembles my taste, my style, my happiness from those last few moments when I was a happy bride planing a life and family with a man I loved. . .
lets just say, today was bitter sweet.
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